Of all places I’ve decided to update my blog while at roller skating rink in Glendale, it’s 320 December 28.. Actually, my blog came into play having recommended my page about rope experience..so with that said: there was a great change in me one month ago.

It was the day after Thanksgiving. Rather a good day thanksgiving was as I went home alone and left my girls with my sister. So there I went down the rabbit hole again at home and decided to finish my whiskey…Bad idea turned right.

Of course I began to reminisce of this and that and what they did, what I did. Like for real. Yeah I know.

Waking up with a splitting headache I peered inside that empty liter the day after Thanksgiving…and I said to myself. ‘I am absolutely wasting my time wallowing.’

No one cares bro. She left you. Get over it. Get on with it.

Wow. What a pivotal day. At that moment I hit rock bottom inside an empty bottle of whisky.

I let go! And boy do I feel good.