Almost Christmas. Almost Christmas Eve.

I decide to go out as Delilah. Finally in the mood to be me. Finally. Still dark inside. Seemingly darker.

Just a mind state. So much bullshit surrounds me. Games within games. Take me down… I decide to rise above in my own way.

I won’t let someone control from my place of work or life. I will do it in my way. Rise above.

In darkness. That’s where peace lies. In the stratosphere where the stars shine. The heavens revealed. Earth below in silence. Quiescence.

Solitude. Balance. Stillness….my mind reaches for this…..It’s a launch one must endure alone…

This is Delilah….our day of the Lord. December 22…day after Solstice.